For the real existance

Those great days are gone
When I longed for a talk with you.
When I was longing for a meet
When I was towards only you.

You used to keep me out
of that eternal force that
always pushed me into those
spiritual and devine gains.

You kept me out for a while
of all that is not earthly
and all that never could be related
to this material world.

I found it, so longed,
then saw that it was as evident
for every living ones.
as the morning sunrise.

Now, with all those desires
perished and vanished,
I can again be back on path
for the real existance and truth.

My Existance

When from my heart
I remember you for a while
I get a reassurance of my
Existastance as a whole.

I insist as always, its
My nature, i insist
For you and your smile,
I want to see you happy for a while.

It is all course of time
Which is cruel i blame,
I never know, i can now
Have a bonding anymore.

Having a free life
All once again
Leaving behind all that is earned
And those found.

I now turn into a
Eternal force and ask
To drag me out of earth
And bring me into free heaven.

My Longing

Distant thoughts move me into a trans
And I long for a single minded meditation
To move into a lifetime singularity
And to move into solidous dedication.

A single edged attempt for the noble aim,
And a silent and purposeful solitude.
I am tired of comprised life like this,
With all thse motionlessness and lazyness.

Now don’t let me down Oh Mother Nature,
I am still unto you and your sacred existence.

Words of care

You still remain pervaded in my heart
As a beautiful angel as ever,
For all the fortune you brought
And for all the care you took.

Deep rooted at the heart I keep
All the belongings you gave
And secure them with utmost care
At the core of my memory.

To enliven the rest of my life
With all the remembrance of
Those mild words of care
Those caring words of love.

Boud with love

Bound with my love,
I cannot get annoyed with you.
When I get annoyed,
I get to know, my annoyance
Is because of love towards you.

Bound with my love,
I cannot hate you,
For, when I hate,
I will see, my hatred,
is a way I try to cheat myself
saying that I don’t love you.

Bound with my love,
I cannot obstruct you from
Anything you want to do,
Because, I know obstructing
You is nothing but to deny
My own desires.

But one day I found,
That you too love me,
And all these now
apply to you too.

And I am also as free as you now.
And I am also as beloved as yourself.

A lost path

From the horizon of spiritual land
She pulls me out and make me see

A physical counterpart
And the material myth.

Oh dear, I thought, for you I will return,
For truth seen through love is always a beau.

And watched the most lovely mirage
And forgot it, and felt as if it is not.

She made me see the effect of love
But couldn’t prove a sacrifice.

And I was left abandoned again at last.

Now, that mystical horizon beckons me again.
And I gain my path back into that.

The Trust

Why do I badly feel like
I have been wrong somewhere?

Wrong in gauging them all,
Or wrong in understanding myself?

A mistake of perception and
A mistake of receiving the truths?

Whom to believe, whom to not,
Who are what, and others what not,

A crash of belief and a life,
And a blast of disbelief.

As the trust gave its part into a
Inconvenient mistrust on myself.