Confidence on truth of desires

It was a pure friendship you extended,
But I was filled with a flatter.

I started liking
all your smooth words

I loved your glances filled with
neutrality that can only
come out of purest love.

Gradually aware of the truth
that you have not felt like me.

Now at the verge,
where I cant return.

I realize that, loosing you is not anything but
loosing confidence on truth of my own desires.
As a desire at its true existance is always met.
And so I return myself to HIM and ask HIM the truth.

In your memory

In much thoughtful moods I turn
Look for you and see your memories
Far around the corner of my heart
And I visualize the glimpses of glitter
That made me feel your presence
The memory of those beautiful days
The days, remembrance of which
makes me reborn and make me
feel not isolated and I join you.

I thought, I am without a reason
When destiny put me in isolation.
But, I still live with a reason.
That you may need me in some future.
That you may need me as a friend.

That I cannot forget

Days come and go
weeks pass the time way,
months altogether
years as well move away.

All unstable, temporaries
unreliables perish

I long for you always
and I can never forget.

I dont know ever
I can be unmoved
I know I will grow
and live for a while.

But I can only say
I can never forget,
The sweet memoirs
you filled me with.
And the sweet truth,
I learnt with you.

For love

Gradually I understand,
your steps and footprints,
your difficulty and your love,
And blame myself for the
whole story that elapsed.

Gradually I understand the
limit that you cannot cross
and limit that I will not,
for that limit you put for me
out of love and and your bond.

The limit that if I cross,
may cause unmanageable
damage and be distructive.
So, I still think what to do,
how to advance I think for you
Beacuse I care, I still obey
and obey just for your love.

A test

I just dont know how to live without you,
I know my life as long as I know you.

A pang flows into my heart,
when I see you neglect and I regret.

What is it that builds and what destroys,
I am simply lost, lost into destruction.

It is all for love I think for a while,
This destruction is worth a love.

But at a corner I still keep a hope,
I still feel it is all a test and
You are still testing me
testing for purity at heart and
I am testing myself for
purity of my own desires.

That I have become

I am Filled with appreciation
for a nacent love that you
always showed, for that love
with a comforting maturity.

I have become like a small boy
who on seeing a beautiful fly
watches it with an innocent look
where appreciation jumps with love.

where the fly becomes a part of
the boy himself and
the boy becomes the part of the fly
where lies that ultimate intimacy
and where lies the height of love.

You come to me as

You come to me with
an affirming smile
ever reliable, that
I cherish for a long.

It fills me with an
everlasting confidence
and an unaltered
hope for the rest of life.

Never I enjoyed
such a singular hope
and an enormous
trust and confidence.

You come to me as
a revolution and
a metamorphosis
like a Phoenix of love.

And I prepare myself
to be the beautiful fly
to fly high into
this enlarged sky.

To a literature life

One after the other,
I hook a poem onto you,
for all I know is to
express into these silent poems.

I can be frank to
you, to a blank page
which, I hope, can
contain my agony and pain.

I never prepare words,
they come from heart and,
I listen to them
pen down with nuetrality.

I awe a great sense of
relief to you as you come
to me for giving
absolute freedom to my feelings.

How can I tell you

How do I make you trust me
oh dearest angel of smiles,

And how can I tell you?
that I like only you,
that I can only rely on you,
and I can be true only to you.

How can I tell you?
that I can never think of any others,
for they all look like you in some aspects,
and I can only find a part of you in them.

How can I tell you?
I can always be happy just by your presence,
and I can always be true to myslf just with you,
and your single smile makes me fly out of joy and nothing else does so.

And How can I tell you?
that I feel lonely without you,
that I feel left out,
without an angel look and without,
a guinine care that you leave behind, always.

Trust and hope

The sacred trust that I hold on to,
for the rest of my life,
The trust on the destiny that I,
will get into some day.

The trust on the love that enlives,
my every day and every breath,
The trust on the world that is around,
that it will never give up.

I still live with the trust for the life line
which can make me see you,
With all these trust, I pray you oh Lord,
Am I worth of all that I dream,
If yes, please make it a reality.